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LIFE....

So the past week i've decided i'm in the business of finding the solution to slowing life down to a dull roar! seems like it just keeps going faster and faster and FASTER! i don't want it to be that way! i want to enjoy life especially these days...the weather is almost perfect....flowers are popping everywhere....my flower bed is beautiful and flourishing....life is just good right now! But i wanna paint more....i wanna sew some dresses....i wanna have time to just sit and relax and enjoy the beautiful evenings....i wanna have time to go to  my friends house and just hang out for a couple hours....i wanna sit in my hammock and read a good book-which btw...i bought in Nicaragua and never got hung! ....i wanna go take a hike at the park.....i wanna take the weekend off and go camping....i wanna go to idaho, or indiana, or pennsylvania, or wisconsin, or arizona, or nevada, or north carolina, or ohio and not feel guilty cause i already took so much time off! i wanna get into my car and go for a big long drive to some far away place and explore something....i wanna spend the day at the beach....or maybe even 3....

but nope, i get to stay home......and help can pears, go to a milking class that my boss signed me up for :-), and work at the bakery next week plus milking.............i get to be a good lil girl and be responsible for my life....and not go enjoy a nice quiet lil nook of nature...i get to clean bathrooms....and fold laundry....and drive 17 ft Uhaul trucks 45 minutes home from Walterboro...i get to wash windows and house clean bedrooms....i get to go to meetings at church about CO Status activities....i get to spend the evening in the shop planing and laminating boards to paint signs on....   and while all this is good too.....some days.......


I JUST WANNA SLOW DOWN!!!!!!!

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