Sheds.....
the last 2 or 3 years I've been dreaming of building a storage shed big enough to have a workshop and maybe a bedroom in...I've built that shed many many times on paper....many many different ways....different sizes and styles...I've searched online for sheds for sale as big as I want...I've looked at different storage shed sites...i even have designed the layout of the furniture down to where the light stand and trash can would go....I've priced wood...I've rolled it around and around...it even had a nice big window to put plants in....but, alas...it never has gotten built....dad has enough buildings on his property...and he keeps putting swimming pools and gardens where i had in mind that it would look nice at....maybe i'm not supposed to have a shed...maybe i'm supposed to just be content w/ my overflowing room for a workshop?! sigh.......... Do i really have to? i'm tired of rearranging to fit stuff away and outa sight! it's not working anymore!
Houses...
Ryan's talking of going to another state...and he needs somebody to live in his house....he offered it to me the other day...i had been dreaming about that but never said anything cause i was pretty sure the whole idea was ludicrous....how ever would i afford it?! there's not anyway i could afford to pay anybody rent! all in all i guess you could say i kinda live the life of a VSer....but when i told him all this he's like well just pay utilities...well, that sounds a lil more doable...but what if he would find somebody to pay full rent?! would i be out in the cold? i've dreamed of spreading into those 4 rooms! 4 ROOMS!!!! no wait it's 5 ROOMS! but how would i support it all and be able to change my oil in my car? what if the front bearings go out? what if i can't buy enough food...it all sounds too good to really be true....but oh, it would be just great! am i being selfish? what would mom do w/out me around doing the extra lil things i do? i know all mom's have to go thru the lose of a daughter some time or other...but there is so much activity that goes on around here.....maurita already feels overworked and underpaid.... or would me leaving leave less activity? but just think......5 rooms to do whatever i would jolly well care to! i think i should even get a piano to grace to one wall....one of those old uprights you know...those ones you can make look like a mantle on top...and that sound like heaven come down to earth....and those pine tree beams...i think, yes! what about my own kitchen to keep organized....or walls to put my signs on.....and even a small guest room....i would do my own laundry.....
That's all castles in the sky...I think i need another job! got any dresses to sew?
in other news its kinda looks like spring here but it's not...it's still cold!
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